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My Mondays are shit. Microeconomics, Macroeconomics and Basic Financial Accounting all in one. The fact that I have all these hardcore subjects all in one day is not the reason why Mondays (and Thursdays) make me feel like the dumbest shit in the world. Microeconomics is fun and I enjoy it. Accounting is the best and I'd gladly have Accounting all day. But Macro? FUCK YOU DUMBSHIT COURSE. :D I was doing my Econ (Micro yun!) homework a couple of days ago, tapos na-realize ko na masaya ako kapag gumagawa ako ng homework (na hindi Macro!). I guess it gives direction to my sometimes pointless and meaningless existence. Unfortunately, I’m a big fan of procrastination, and sometimes, talagang nakakatamad gumawa ng homework. No matter, I’m slowly getting into the groove and I think I’m going to be alright. But before that, I just have to go for another big FUCK YOU MACROECONOMICS. Jesus, I spent last Saturday holed up in a condo in burgundy with four of my hapless Econ classmates trying desperately to answer our homework together. Tapos puta, wala. Wala kaming nagawa. That was probably the single worst homework I have ever attempted to answer during the single worst group meeting/homework session I have ever attended from the single worst teacher I have ever had in the single worst class I have ever gotten. Jesus fucking Christ, I have no idea if I’ll have the balls to drop this piece of shit class. I want to. But I won’t (can’t, more like it). Tangina. Can UP teachers get any worse (she’s worse than Caces kasi at least kay Caces, medyo alam mo ginagawa mo)? Maybe I’m not trying hard enough. Or maybe, she really does suck shit. You have to experience her to understand it. What’s worse is the fact na hindi lang ako yung nahihirapan. I can’t ask my classmates to help me, di rin kasi nila gets. Bleh. I’ll get through this. Life isn’t all that bad. Things aren’t always as bad as they seem. Everything’s going to be alright. Last week was a very tiring, depressing week. Monday was the worst day of my life yet. I don’t think I’ll have a day as tough as Monday was all year long (c’mon Macro, prove me wrong). I went straight home from class (normally, tatambay ako sa Katipunan, at maghahanap ng kasama) and went straight to bed. Nakahiga lang ako sa kama, contemplating my life and being depressed. I slept at around seven, after lying in bed for around two hours. Legaspi told me it wasn’t going to be enough, pero di ako naniwala. Matigas kasi yung ulo ko. I finally figured out na tama si Aaron nung Monday. It’s not enough. My favorite sociologist in the world told me the other day that I should go out and socialize more. I’m doing my part, and I’ve made new friends. I actually talked to my classmates last Wednesday, and I’m more open to my groupmates. *shudder* I’m actually reaching out… Jesus, ang lakas ng tama nung dengue sa akin. Haha. I have to get out of this schoolwork depression rut kasi medyo maraming problema yung hinaharap ko in the near future. I can feel it, and my favorite sociologist in the world tells me the same thing. I wonder if we’ll make it out ok. I was planning on doing something nice the other day. I asked Legaspi about it. Sabi niya sa akin, tanga raw ako at dapat wag kong gagawin yun. He said something along the lines of I should do what he does. Yeah, right. As if that’ll help. Banzon said almost the same thing. So basically, I’m supposed to be reactive and not proactive. Fine, fine. We’ll try that and see what happens. Mmm. Business is about to pick up, and I'm not exactly sure how the other guys are going to approach this. Baka masyado na silang busy. I hope not, pero if they are, then walang choice. We're cutting them out (temporarily, of course). This is going to work, I can feel it. I miss Rory. She's in college now, and I hope she's happy. (I wonder what she's really up to now, medyo out of the loop kasi ako e) I watched The Longest Yard (yay pirated DVD's) and it's the best Adam Sandler movie I've watched yet. Grabe, his movies are really starting to become a lot less juvenile. So parang sakto lang talaga. When I liked juvenile movies, he was making juvenile, immature movies, and now that I've grown more mature (?), mas mature na rin mga movies niya. I recommend the movie to anybody who is not a girl. Girls like girly movies, like Notting Hill and My Best Friend's Wedding. Palagi na akong nanonood ng DVD's, pampaalis ng stress. Unfortunately, sometimes, nakakastress rin sila kasi ang hassle. I was watching Adam Sandler, and I could hear Adam Sandler's voice, pero yung mukha niya, parang silhouette lang. Bleh. Attention DVD pirates: If you make high quality pirated DVD's, pirated DVD's whose quality will match those of original DVD's (and this is possible), I assure you, you will fucking monopolize the market. Wala nang bibili ng original. So do all of us cheapskates a favor and up your quality control, dumbshits. Can anybody point me to the direction of high quality Friends and Gilmore Girls pirated DVD's? I'll give you five pesos! Thank you!
Ok. That's it, I have nothing else to say.
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(STFU FAGGOT. Real men don't miss their friends. Real men are big and macho. They don't have feelings and all that girly stuff.) Yeah... Tangina niyo lahat. Fuck you all. I hate you all. I'm a manly man.